So i guess this is the start of my little space on the web. I mean i have had plently of little spaces on the web but it never really felt like "me" and just felt like i was trying to mold other platforms into what i really wanted. So im making it myself now. And that little space is just a small url with zero consideration for what other people like, no hearts or views or external presures. If you made it here, thats your fault lol.

Its weird becuase i have a BS in software enginearing, but i kind of hate it. I got into it becuase i loved it, but i think what i loved was being creative online, not meetings and being talked down to and writing 100 lines of documentation for 1 line of code. I absolutly do not regret my BS and enjoyed getting it, but it really is now just a stepping stone to my masters in a compleatly different field. And i am ok with that i think. Tech was no what they promised by the time i got into it. I was lied to.

Which is why this little website will be a mess. And i want it to be. I dont want to worry about my code, worry about readabilty or anything. I want to just throw shit to the IDE and call it a day. I want to be ok with ugly and silly and just forever add more weird shit and weirdly broken and overlapping code and just make nonsence.

Journals might be a place to rant or share awesome life updates with the random stanger who might poke through my site. Anyways look at my pretty puppy named Hemlock

Hemlock is kind of the love of my life and why i get up in the morning. He is only about a year old but i dont even know what life was like before him.