Masters Program Updates
Frustrations with my masters program and what I am workning on.
I have been having a hard time getting my prerequisite classes done, and while most of them are done now (i just need to fix something in two of the classes), i think my frustration from them is coming from a lack of control. When i finished my BS in CS and made the change to focusing on education I knew i would need some pre req classes, and that was fine. The issue is i worked my butt off to get my BS done before the end of march so i can start my masters in may/june. I didnt take the extra 6k i would have gotten if i took another term for my BS from my grants that would just be extra free money that would have helped me out with my masters because if i did that, i would have had to wait until September to start my masters. But god damn i wish i took that 6k. Because one of the classes i had to take got messed up and now i cant evens start until august. I would have GLADLY waited until september for 6k in free grant money to use for school. But now i have no money and a later start anyways. And every month counts with my masters since i need to get my student teaching done before the 26/27 school year ends if i want to get a teaching job for the 27/28 school year. Now i have to work EXTRA EXTRA hard to get through my class work and get into student teaching in time for the end of the year. And that lack of control is making my ADHD really annoyed. I am also not taking my meds so that is also not helping. My psyc was out sick for my last appointment like 3 weeks ago and since I'm out of meds, trying to get back into his office has been zero fun. Gotta love ADHD.